i wanna RUNAWAY

yeah!

i feel i wanna runaway.

i need comfort! i wanna get comfortable

but why i can't get it or feel it on the place where everyone got and felt it the most?

why i just can't get and feel comfortable on my own home?

don't they know how hard is it?
don't they know how weird is it?
cause i live on the home that doesn't feel like real home

i know i've been a bad child

i don't help them with the problems we had

i just do anything that i wanted to do

but i just can't understand how to help them

and i can't find the answer how to support them

but one thing i know

that they shouldn't always like this

cause when they get mad to each others

and start to fight by words

it doesn't irritated me physically

but deep inside my mind i keep crying

i can't face everyday with a true smile to see them that way

and did they know how musch i'm tired to fake my emotions in front of them?