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i am a forest and a night of dark trees. but he who is not afraid of my darkness will find banks full of roses under my cypresses. -- Nietzche

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

When the Day Met the Night

When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, all was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
Golden when the day met the night

So he said, "Would it be all right
If we just sat and talked for a little while
If in exchange for your time, I give you this smile?"

So she said, "That's okay
As long as you can make a promise not to break my little heart
Or leave me all alone in the summer."

Well, he was just hanging around
Then he fell in love
And he didn't know how
But he couldn't get out
Just hanging around
Then he fell in love

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, all was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer

When the moon fell in love with the sun,
All was golden in the sky,
All was golden when the day met the night

Summer
The middle of summer, summer, summer, summer
The middle of summer, summer, summer, summer
The middle of summer, summer, summer, summer
The middle of...

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it used to be a beautiful song, and also the lyrics.
but now the lyrics seem like just a piece of the past.

i miss Panic at the Disco when they were still together.

Brendon Boyd Urie
George Ryan Ross III
Jonathan Jacob Walker
Spencer James Smith V

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

double post of the day

oke, gue mau nge post lagi kali ini buat kedua kalinya dalam sehari.

gue KANGEN PANIC AT THE DISCO.

gue kangen mereka dengan formasi yang lengkap, Brendon Urie, Ryan Ross, Spencer Smith, dan Jon Walker. dan gue rasa udah genap beberapa bulan semenjak ryan dan jon keluar dari patd sementara gue masih belom bisa nerima. gue suka mereka dengan formasi lengkap. gue suka musik mereka apa adanya, gue suka ngeliat mereka bareng sama sama, bercanda, entah ngaco atau ngga.

me LOVE PANIC AT THE DISCO

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Panic Panic Panic

heeemmm.

such a shocking story.
Ryan Ross and Jon Walker are leaving Panic at the Disco.
gue langsung nge-blank baca berita itu. apalagi setelah dapet msg. dari PATDina di fb gue.

awalnya gue liat hari senen malem2. di status beberapa orang gitu. pikiran gue udah "eh, apa apaan nih. awas aja sampe bener2. paling gossip." setelahnya gue tidur dengan perasaan rada2. besok paginya liat status orang2 makin makin parah. makin banyak yg bilang, makin rame yg ngomongin. pikiran gue "apa apaan nih. kok beritanya makin parah?" terus gue coba akhirnya cari info dengan comment di status orang2. *makluum ol pake hp bangun tidur, males buka site yg lain lain* sampe jam setengah9n gue tunggu beritanya *sayangnya* udah mulai meyakinkan. akhirnya sambil nunggu lagi, gue siap2 segala macem buat ke sekolah ngambil ijazah. terus akhirnya berangkat ke sekolah naik motor diboceng bokap. di motor juga sempet aja gue ol buat nunggu tuh update berita. nekaat aja. sampe di sekolah, kayanya baru gue doang yg dateng. ijazahnya juga belom selsai diurus, akhirnya gue nunggu sambil ol lagi. dapet update lagi. makin yakin aja gue. makin badmood juga sekaligus. yaudah akhirnya temen2 gue mulai dateng, mulai rada2 bercanda. padahal gue masih badmood banget.

akhirnya setelah pada cap 3jari, temen2 gue pada makan di kantin. gue ngikut aja sambil tetep ol. badmood gue makin menjadi2 setelah tau beritanya udah official di myspace bahkan di mtv[dot]com. yaudah, gue nunggu temen2 gue makan sambil denger lagu. berusaha mengalihkan perhatian. tapi tetep aja gabisa. malah gue ampir aja nangis depan temen2 gue pas tengiang2 lagu folkin' around. setelah pada selsai makan akhirnya naek ke atas lagi. nunggu sekian menit, akhirnya ijazah dibagiin. ga pake lama, gue langsung ke sman71 bareng bokap buat nyerahin berkas2 pendaftaran. di pikiran gue udah pengen cepet2 pulang aja mau nonton LiC. pas nunggu giliran di 71, muka gue udah ngenes banget kali yah, cemberut terus. pas beli seragam juga. kayanya muka gue udah nyolot banget. gue sms adek(angkat) gue si reka juga udah nada2 gaenak gitu ngomong soal PATD. udah pengen nangis gueeee.

pas sampe rumah, gue ngobrol2 bentar sama nyokap. ngomongin 71 segala macem, seragamnya lah gini gitu. gue berusaha tidur buat ngejernihin pikiran. siapa tau cuma mimpi gitu.

eh, malah gabisa tidur. mau ol lagi, gaada update baru.

akhirnya balik ke tujuan semula nonton LiC.
sebelomnya, gue sempet denger lagu2 PATD di CD player. dari album pertama sampe kedua. di lagu We're So Starving kayanya gue kangeeeen banget sama PATD, gatau kenapa. kayanya nyesek juga dengernya. di Nine in the Afternoon juga. lebih malah. teruuus aja gue dengerin sambil nyanyi2. sampe di lagu Northern Downpour, nangis deh gue. :""""(
terus karna ga tahan, gue ganti ke CD LiC. teteep aja gue nangis2 pas denger.

setelahnya, gue liat DVDnya. dan kembali gue ngerasa kangeeeeeeeennn banget sama mereka.
:""""""""((

yah, terseraaah orang2 mau bilang gue lebay lah, norak lah. bodo amaat.
karna itu emang apa yg gue rasain dan apa yg gue lakuin. gue suka PATD dengan formasi yg itu. dan akan beda banget kalo ada yg keluar dan tiba2 masuk, gantiin personil yg lama.

now, although they have to walk they seperate way, i still love them as the old PanicAtTheDisco.
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